I Wish

One of my good friends just got engaged to the love of her life.  She’s marrying her first love!  How inspiring and sweet is that?  I know the extent of their relationship and it wasn’t exactly all glitz and glamour either, but they did it.  They’ve worked at it to make it work — that’s love. They went through a lot together but they made it through…  <3.  it’s inspiring to dreamers like me… It’s not going to happen but a girl can dream right?

I want a love like that…that tests time, heartbreak and more but remains intact and strong.    I want to be that lucky!  One day I will, maybe not with my first love, but someone more deserving of me.  Maybe!  maybe!

Honestly, I’m kidding.  I’m done for the year though.
I just wish that every day I will become stronger.  I wish that every sign that once meant something to me about a certain someone will cease to exist and mean nothing to me.  I wish him nothing but success, love, health, and happiness.  I wish to find more patience.. I wish to grow some more.  I wish to be a better person.

I wish that my new focus on my myself will rake in grandeur things .  I’m ready to take the plunge even if I’m all by myself =D.

To the SINGLE me, I LOVE YOU .

 

Thank You

Thanks for the prayers…maybe even Karma .  My luck has definitely turned.  I am content with my life… I can almost say I am happy .

Yay to having a job!  Woo hoo!  And the cool thing is I am using my “skill”..  I mean how cool is that?

=D

Luck is

whatever you make of it.

Although I may not be doing well on the job/financial front, I can honestly say I am content with the other areas in my life (I know I am just re-iterating the previous),

Today was monumental.  Even though it was a beating on my character, it was something I needed to do.  This is in reference to the fact I now have told my mother .   When I bring up the story it still brings tears to my eyes…  still, I have to admit I’m becoming more desensitized.

I have learned a lot about myself these past few months…and as for my heart?  Well, it’s intact.  It’s warm.  It’s still beating.   It’s welcomed someone in…  but who knows where it’ll go.